kissingbear

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i fucking hate my slef i am the work person in the entire world a few days ago i made the mistake of my life and i am regreting it to the fullest extent, i lost the most precious thing in my life over a stupid mistake i made i wish i could do any thing to take what i did back and fix everythign with my love,Jaiem i love you soo much, i am horrible at showing my emotions , i never know the words to use , i am a fucking miserable person i wish i could have a been a better person i wish i oculd make evetyhting right, but now i have nothing i'm a fuckin fool i don't even know what to do with myself i fucking want to jsut roll up in a ball and rot. fuck me i am a horrible person Jaime i lvoe you soo much and i wish i could show you
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kissingbear

new years shabang

so on new years jaime came to my house we went to the olive garden good food, and some waiter had 1/2" plugs and they were flesh colored , and we didn't even notice them...i suck at this... he comes up to me and says " thiose 5/8?" me "yes" "oh mine are onlt 1/2"" he says i was like " oh...ohj shit you have polugs!" after dinner we went to get booose, she had to go buy it cause i'm under aged, she got me a bottle of hypnotiq, and she got herself a bottle of smirnoff twsi t rasberry i dunno hat it is, we werer gonna rent a movie but block buster was closed, went back to my house i drank the whole bottle of hupnotiq fats and she was sippin on smirnoff and cherry coke which i might add was awsome so we got trashed had some "fun" then passed out on the couch, she slept over and left this m orning at 7 something Jaime i love you your awsome : ) ) ) ) )) mwah
kissingbear

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ankles are tough: i acll him
ankles are tough: and hes like whats up
ankles are tough: and im like oh idk i just called to talk
ankles are tough: and we just talked for like ten minutes about nothing
ankles are tough: and hes like jeff im on a mission
ankles are tough: and im like what is it
ankles are tough: and hes like to find the perfect position 8-)
kissingbear

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so whats up lj fans? LAst ngith i went down to rutgers and saw the early november with my baby jaime, i met her ex greg, he's a cool guy, alot more chill than i thought he'd be, but i liek him, so were there and its hot as balls. This girl walks in between our group and says to me "shelly thinks your cute, after she did that i told jaime and we all were lookin for shelly, turns out shelly was a 4 ft terd that had the same jacket as me after that we i dunno laughed abotu it i hate typing stories ...i hate typing i get bored ..................................................................................................................................................jaime i love you ..............................................................................................................................................<333......................................................................................... well and after that we went in and saw the early november they only played two songs i knew because i only listen to the old cd.After that we got into her car and went back to her place, her sister and her b/f were in the living room so we went up staiurs and started watching elf, jaime also straightendd my hair for me it looked awsome. jaime is amazingwell then we ended up going downstairs to finish watching elf. I fell asleep and woek up at liek 330 then drove home, i was about to fall asleep on the way home.mwah Jaime i lvoe you i'll be waiting for you to come overtonight
kissingbear

i am scumbag

tonight i am again reminded why i love jaime, this women is amazing. Not only is she fun, loveing, and beautiful, she also let me use her credit card , i feel liek such a shit head.

So i go to visit her at work tonight, and all i do is bother her and hget in the way of her work
and then i leave to go get something to eat, and she goes on break tries to call me and my stupid phone doesn't work so i missed her callimng me for 15 minutes. i hate my life i cant' beleive how much i suck
and then i go to guy cds and my credit card is denied!!! i don't know why!!!! i have money on it!! but my beautiful girlfriend alows me to use her credit card because she is amazing , and now i feel like such a shit.....

Jaime i love you and i'm sorry i suck so much
kissingbear

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LEVEL ONE
-- Name: Alex
-- Birthdate: 8 21 85
-- Birthplace:hospital
-- Current Location: lincoln park
-- Eye Color: geenish hazel and brown a mix
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5'8
-- Right or Lefty: right
-- Zodiac Sign: leo

LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: fench canadian and other stuff
-- The shoes you wore today: tigers
-- Your weakness: i'm a push over
-- Your fears:tornados
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: have a successful band

LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: words: dude
-- Your thoughts first waking up: jaime
-- Your best physical feature: my eyes
-- Your bedtime:3am

LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi bottle coke glass
-- McDonalds or Burger King: mc d
-- Single or group dates: depends
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: arizona or snapple
-- Chocolate or vanilla: swirled
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: no.
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing: alot
-- Take a shower everyday:yep.
-- Have a crush(es): yep
-- Do you think you've been in love: i think
-- Excited to go to college or university?: college is over rated
-- Like high school: ii miss it
-- Want to get married: yes.
-- Believe in yourself: ?
-- Get motion sickness: rarely
-- Think you're attractive: only when i'm with jaime
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: usually
-- Like thunderstorms: i didn't but now they're fun to watch
-- Play an instrument: nope

LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: yes
-- Made out: yes.
-- Gone on a date: yep
-- Gone to the mall: yes.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nno
-- Eaten sushi: yes
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: yes
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: i watched
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: nope

LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been caught doing something: yes
-- Been called a tease: yeah.
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nah

LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: havn't thought about it
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2
-- Describe your dream wedding: how ever she wants
-- How do you want to die: a story book way
-- Where you want to go to college/university?: balls university
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a rock star
-- What country would you most like to visit: Australia

LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? blue or green
-- Best hair color? jaime's hair
-- Short or long hair:^^^
-- Height: shorter than me
-- Best weight: whatever works
-- Best articles of clothing: big fuzzy coats
-- Best first kiss location: in the rain

LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally:1
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: i dunno
-- Number of CDs: alot
-- Number of piercings:2 plus 5/8 gauges
-- Number of tattoos: 1 many in the works
-- Number of scars alot
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: alot

A p p e a r a n c e
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: faded green
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: jaimes myspace
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: toothpaste
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: sun setty
HOW ARE YOU?: anxious

<H a v e Y o u< BROKEN THE LAW: yeah RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE:sure EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yeah.. EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY:yes USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no DITCHED SCHOOL BEFORE: yes FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes L o v e BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: jaime SEXUALITY: straight BEEN IN LOVE?: yes YOUR GREATEST REGRET: being a fuck up GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no IF YOU COULD DATE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS WHO WOULD IT BE: jeff kennedy or jason cottrell R a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yeah YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: My american heart IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: blue WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: jaime, music, singing, guying things, jaime, my bike, snowboarding, skateboarding WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? Jaime WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: folly WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: jay jaime, bob, jeff WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: sing, myspace W h e n / W h a t W a s T h e L a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: last night GOT A REAL LETTER? no ideA YOU GOT E-MAIL: i'm sure i get tons i never check THING YOU PURCHASED: a sweat shirt TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED?: the sweetest thing MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Saw This is all for jaime cause she wanted me to post soemthing for her to read mwah here you go babe <3 xoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxxoxooxox 143