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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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| Time: | 3:44 pm. |
| Mood: | fucking horrible. |
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i fucking hate my slef i am the work person in the entire world a few days ago i made the mistake of my life and i am regreting it to the fullest extent, i lost the most precious thing in my life over a stupid mistake i made i wish i could do any thing to take what i did back and fix everythign with my love,Jaiem i love you soo much, i am horrible at showing my emotions , i never know the words to use , i am a fucking miserable person i wish i could have a been a better person i wish i oculd make evetyhting right, but now i have nothing i'm a fuckin fool i don't even know what to do with myself i fucking want to jsut roll up in a ball and rot. fuck me i am a horrible person Jaime i lvoe you soo much and i wish i could show you
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2000 nightmares at the masquerade
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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so on new years jaime came to my house we went to the olive garden good food, and some waiter had 1/2" plugs and they were flesh colored , and we didn't even notice them...i suck at this... he comes up to me and says " thiose 5/8?" me "yes" "oh mine are onlt 1/2"" he says i was like " oh...ohj shit you have polugs!" after dinner we went to get booose, she had to go buy it cause i'm under aged, she got me a bottle of hypnotiq, and she got herself a bottle of smirnoff twsi t rasberry i dunno hat it is, we werer gonna rent a movie but block buster was closed, went back to my house i drank the whole bottle of hupnotiq fats and she was sippin on smirnoff and cherry coke which i might add was awsome so we got trashed had some "fun" then passed out on the couch, she slept over and left this m orning at 7 something Jaime i love you your awsome : ) ) ) ) )) mwah
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6000 nightmares at the masquerade
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